See Sandra run

I am sitting in the marine policy hallway waiting for a professor to show up. No one else is here. All of the doors are closed. Not one single person to help me, or invite me into their office. No professors in sight, no students, no rastafarian maintenance man who always hits on me. Nada. Zip. Zilch. Zero. I am pretty miffed. Down right cross in fact. I stole a pen from a signup sheet that was taped to someone's doorway. HA! Revenge. I hope it was their favorite pen.

M.G. is leaving on Thursday for the Caymans. That is in 6 days. 6 more days with M.G. and then we are done. Done for good. No more roommates, no more waking up together and making breakfast, no more beach days when we should be studying, no more binge drinking at clubs, no more italian dinner dates, no more late night sushi, or visiting the dog pack. I will miss you M.G.! Yes I will.

Today my committee chair told me she won't be in the country for the next three weeks , and that we can skype and e-mail to communicate. SKYPE? I don't want to skype. This is stupid. I don't skype my professors, I meet with them int heir offices, during their office hours because that is what professors do. They meet with students in their offices at SCHOOL.

WHY?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

I'm just so frustrated.

MG, and frenchy are going out to party party party.

All anyone ever does around this place is eat and drink and listen to techno music and run around in their matching underwear sets.

I am really fat. I need to go to the gym. My friend Kalah went to Madagascar to do research (LUCKY) and came back 18 pounds skinnier. Maybe I need to go hang out with the lemurs overseas. She called herself an anorexic alcoholic like it was a bad thing. It is pretty much my dream. KIDDING!

confession: I don't brush my teeth every day. Isn't that gross?

Therapy

It's kind of therapeutic to have this blog. Even though nobody reads it. Actually, especially because no one reads it.

The weekend was so nice.

Gainesville with JSW

Sweet vegetarian food at the TOP

Bald eagle sighting

Miles of woods walking

Snuggling

Lots of snuggling

I wish I had the energy to actually express what goes on in my life right now, although I don't suppose that it is all that fascinating. I also wish that I had the power to be more positive and happy. MG and Frenchy are all about being happy ALL the time, and only living each day to have fun. I wish that I could have that same attitude, but I worry so much about school, and money, and how fat I am, and what people think about me, and getting to the bank before it closes, and wether I should buy organic or not at the grocery store. I might be crazy. I might just be a little bit crazy.

p.s. MG and Frenchy are cooking and listening to spanish music. They are making a delicious french meal, and I already ate a crappy salad. Damn.

p.p.s. Frenchy ONLY wears V-neck t-shirts. Weird.

p.p.p.s. I dissected a squid today, but more on that later.

p.p.p.p.s. I love JSW. (I would carve his name and mine in a heart on a tree trunk like a seventh grader if given the chance).